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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
The Fray - How To Save A Life (Version #2)

I LOVE this song.
It just makes me,
sad,
sadder than usual.


It makes me think,
think about the wrong things I've done,
Think about how much mistakes I've commited.
Think about why I did them,
Think about all the trouble I've been through,
And all the support the true friends gave me.

I'll like to say sorry to everyone I've hurt before,
Sorry for the things I did to hurt you,
Sorry for the ruthless words that came out of my mouth.

Anyway,I'll like to say SORRY to Annabella.
And I'll like to seek her forgiveness,
cos' I didn't do it on purpose,
And I'm already repenting.

And I'll like to say SORRY to my Mum,
the one that cared for me,
but yet,she's the one,
that was hurt,the deepest.
I'm sorry for not giving her my understanding,
Not appreciating of what she did for me,
I'll like to seek her forgiveness,
cos' she's the closest to me,
in this entire world.

I'll like to say SORRY,
for most of the people that I hurt,
But sometimes,
I choose to hurt them,
to protect,and let them understand,
the mistakes and amount of "injuries" they gave to others,
just to seek happiness for THEMSELVES.

I know that people are not perfect,
neither am I.
So,I'm just asking for forgiveness,
and also,
forgiving others,
for only by doing so,
can I,and the others,
achieve the real happiness.

Others-

I'll be taking up JAPANESE really soon.
I think I'll be checking out the centre tomorrow.
And my Mum has already agreed to let me take up the lessons.
YAY-ness.

Please,I don't want a copycat,
like as in,
those I confide in,
telling them where and when I'm taking the lessons,
COPY ME,and take up the same language,
at the same centre,
at the same time.

Or,something like that.
I'll really hate those people,
and our relationships,
will turn "sour".

Okay,I gotta go,
byebye.
Current state:Sad/emo/paranoid/worried/happy/glad
Sad/emo:Seeking for forgiveness.
Paranoid/worried:CCA PROBLEMS. [Don't talk to me about this]
Happy/glad:Taking up Japanese soon.

What did I do wrong,
I lost a friend;