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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
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My mother,
is screaming at me now,
just because I told her that I can't find the pot.
And she was scareming at me,
saying "If I take "I forgot as an excuse,
you all would be dead by now"
Yes,indeed,she got me into trouble SEVERAL times,
and she don't feel a bit sorry,
for getting me into serious trouble.
And because she NEVER studied in a school before,
She won't understand what school life would be like.
She doesn't get it when somebody in a group doesn't do the work,
She doesn't get it when I say that I won't join this CCA,
She doesn't get it when I come home tired and not feel like doing something,
Most importantly,
SHE DOESN'T GET IT THAT SHE'S MY MUM YET SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS.

Guess what?Some of you think that I'm independent,but to her,
I'm not,even when I take care of that DUMB/OBNOXIOUS brother of mine,
even when I had to do household chores,
and even when I had to make do with some stuff that we,as teenagers,
ARE SUPPOSE to have,but I did NOT HAVE them.

She thinks she understands everything thee is to know about me,
she thinks she's the best mother in the world,
she thinks,THAT HER FAMILY,AND HER,ARE GREAT GREAT PEOPLE.
Yes,I agree that YOU take care of me as a mother,
but,do you EVER try to find out how I feel or what I am thinking?
Or do you EVER try to understand that I too,have feelings and your put-downs never made it better.

She never forgives and forgets,
yes,YOU're my mother,
BUT YOU NEVER DO TRY,
TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR DAUGHTER IS THINKING,
YOU NEVER.

I guess you won't EVER understand me,
or my feelings,
so I shall just frget about this,
And,I,am going on a WAR with HER.
The cold shoulders.

You never try to spend more time with me,
or understand me,
you think that you gave your all,
when you don't ever find out how the other feels,
You don't giv a damn when your son gives you trouble,
but when your daughter does,
YOU,you who says you're fair and doesn't compares,
who always gves me the best,YOU, will scream at me,
and you will eventually be the one that puts me down.
You say,not to compare us with others,
but YOU are the one,comparing me,WITH OTHERS.



You won't think much of the wounds&scars&injuries you left me,
but I,the one who has gone through all this,
WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER it,so well,
that you will understand the feelings of getting injured.

________ OFFFFFFFF.
You think I have an attitude problem.
You don't know how to put on a fake front,
but,I DO.And I WILL.That's how I manage to get through school life,
under the ________ teahers,pressure and all.
YOU WON'T EVER GET ME,
YOU AIN'T FIT TO BE CALLED A MOTHER,
cos a mother,
is suppose to be able to put up with her children's flaws,
and able to forgive and forget,is caring,
and most importantly,UNDERSTANDS HER CHILD.
She jut THINK you understand me,
But in fact,
YOU DON'T.AT ALL.
YOU DON'T.

You'll never be able to understand my feelings,
Because you never even bothered to TRY,
so WHY do you still say you understand me,
and you care?;