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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
I know.



I know,
This blog's been rather dead.
What do you expect?
Sec 2 life doesn't permit me the time to blog as much as I was,
When I was in sec 1.
I really wonder nowadays,
Since when,
Did studying,
Become that important to me?
Since when,did I start thinking about studies every day,almost every minute?
Even now,when I'm blogging,I'm talking about it.
I went for art club yesterday,
It was rather slack,
And the people there,
Are rather nice.
Exams..
I've flunked them,
I'm pretty sure I did.
Although I do not want to fail literature and maths,
Or whatever subjects that come along,
It's hard to do so.
The thought of streaming,
Deciding my future,
Scares me a little,
And I guess,that's since when I got used to this "most work & little play" lifestyle.
Projects have been springing up non-stop since the start of the school.
I really wonder,
Is it really fair,
That they removed the re-test thing for this year,
But the sec 2s' last year have the retest,
Which can help them with their grades.
Is it really fair for us,
I don't really think so.
I used to enjoy using the computer,
But now,on-ing the computer,
Usually means I'm working on a project or researching.
What's going on with our lifes?
Why are we like robots?
I don't really get this.
I don't.
But I guess I was more prepared than some,
To face the fact that there isn't a time to slack [for me that is].
And after this year,
There'll be more stress.
And more stress for the Os'.
Sec 3 is preparation for the Os',get this straight.
And Sec 4s' the Os'.
Than if you go to JC,
Another paper.
Than university.
I guess there's still at least 6 years of hardwork to go.
And we must,get ready for the stress.
Oh yea,
And since my life practically revolves around schoolwork now.
I don't really want to hear people rant about their family problems,
Or tell me I don't understand how they feel.
Cos' everyone has problems,
And it's only right you solve them yourselves.
And it's only normal,that you keep your problems to yourselves,
And solve it,not rant about it to everyone.
Do you ever see me ranting about my father's death?
Get a life,'rant-ers',
You're not the only ones with problems,
I can't say I'm in the worse situation,
Cos' I'm already quite contented with what I have
But take a look at the outside world,
People who live in poverty,
Than tell me,
Do you still want to rant about your parents,
Your sister,your brother or whatever?
If you think you're in a worse state than those people are,
Than continue ranting,
Cos' I think that means,you're totally ungrateful.
Ungrateful for what you have.
You don't always see people ranting about themselves,do you?
It's time to open your eyes and see how the world works,
Don't sit there and rant,
Count your blessings instead,
Not that you can't rant,but rant,only at the right time.
And to the right people.Otherwise,you'll be branded with the name "attention seeker".
I just felt like saying this cos' I'm bloody irritated with ungrateful people and people who think,they're the only ones with problems.
I mean,get a life,see the REAL world.
Life is not only about enjoyment,
It also have pain and all.
If you can't take it,
Might as well end it.
That's all I've gotta say.
God bless,and good bye.

I don't want the handcuffs around me;