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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
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ok, so I don't know if I published this before.
I wrote this SO long ago,
but i found it saved as a draft. o.o
So now I'm publishing it.

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I counted to three,
I knew you would leave me,
But I don't want to hear it,
Please,please don't tell me.

I know it's all an act,
I know one day it will end,
But it's nice to know that you were there,
Please,try to pretend that you care.

I know all these are never meant to last,
But yet I pretended it's a must.
I put on a fake smile, some fake trust,
And tried to believe that you're there.

I know surely,
That at the end of the day,
You would have to forsake me,
But that's okay.
Because I know that after this day,
I'll pick myself up and start over again.