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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
It's my view

"You think it's so clear cut when it ain't;"

The trust there just isn't enough,
Don't assume your views are right,
They absoublutely are't.

I've got enough of the shit you've been doing to me,
This feeling you aren't even getting.
You don't even understand what's making me angry,
It's not about not finding out but the way you treat me.

Think, that's why God gave you brains.
How would you feel if you got pushed aside.
Try, try and see if you'll feel hurt in that plight.
Don't tell me it's alright,
When you aren't me,
And to me it's so not right.

I've already come to know about some things,
And I'm suppose to update on the happenings,
If your assumption was correct,
By now all the stuff I heard will already be on her side.

If your assumption was correct,
Then why is it I can still talk to you calmly,
Without shouting the F word or C- word by this time.
Will,do you know the power of this word?
Are you f-cking sure I surely will do so.

I've beared with it for 2 f-cking days,
Don't assume I'm feeling okay.
It's not that easy to confide in you anymore,
Don't try and come to me and say something more.

You make me feel like a backup friend,
And you're forgetting to perform your duties,
As a _________ and as a friend.

So easily influnced,
So easily shaked,
I don't ever think the trust will build up that high again.
I've never really trust people,
So it's harder to put back one that breaks.

Correct me if you want,
That's fine with me.
But seriously,
I've kept my emotions in my cheeks for the past few days,
And it took you so long to even know about it.

Did you know when she was sick?
Did you perform your duty and care for her?
Oh my god, this can't be getting any worse.
You're falling so pick yourself up,
Or let yourself fall into that pit,
And never get up.

I don't need to find out what's your thinking.
As this isn't fully mine.
I can't possibly tell you what I really think,
When I can't even speak to you without caution nowadays.

Think about your actions,was it really right?
You'll have that answer in your mind.
If it's wrong then I'm sorry friend girl,
This simply implies that it's really over.

What hurts me most, I guess you'll never know,
But that doesn't matter.
Cos' now you're so not into it,oh.
Seen the word 'rejection'?
It's going in right now.

I feel like now I'm a negative sign and you're one too.
So they never add up to be a positive, oh,not so soon.
For now, just mantain it this way.
Until the time,until that day,
The wounds heal and stay away.

A long long time ago,
I was your friend and you were mine too,
But that happened so long ago,
I can't remember how long ago was it,
I guess happy memories don't last long,
I guess they'll just fade away through the days;

I don't freaking want to know about the secrets,
It's just that you assumed I want to.
Since when did I freaking haunt you to know.
HAUNT = non-stop, every freaking minute,second.

I forgive you.