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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Not getting better;

School has started already,
And my bloody computer is still not fixed.
And my relationship with my mum ain't getting better either.
In fact, it's getting worse.

Seriously, if I said to forget about something,
And it is obvious that I am not happy,
Why can't she just stop rubbing salt onto my wound?

It just seems like this week is international bitch-ass week.
And the timetable is like shit now.
The school seems to be bent on making us drop dead.
Cursed.

The O levels results will be out tomorrow,
And they better give us a day of holiday.
I mean like,f, they used up a day of our weekends for the bloody CCA fair?
And they make us go to school so early when it only starts officially at 10 something?
Hello? We're human beings.
We bloody need rest too.

I have no interest in writing down the details for TKAMB now,
And to write down the timetable,
So, thanks nat CHEW~~ for helping me print them out.
Oh great! I HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORK LEFT UNDONE.
Which could have been done if not for the cca fair.

Great, at least I see something for yuya-chan.
(Nat, you don't need to elaborate on this if anyone asks you,
don't let the cat out of the bag).
And at least my cosplay character is confirmed.

Now I'm wondering how the rest of the year will go?
Can I continue taking A maths?
Will I keep in contact with my friends that I used to hang out with?
Will my relationship with my mum get better?

I have a sudden urge to learn the viola and cello now.
Actually, yesterday. But I've been hoping to do so since primary school.
But guess what? My mum says that she's broke.
And wow, she actually have money to lend to that jerk.

Why can't adults get it that when kids reach a certain phase,
They won't believe in every shit crap that the adults say anymore.
ADULTS = in-sensitive
One day, I bet we'll just get influenced by them.
And our lives and dreams will be eaten away.
I'm just SO looking forward to that day (note sarcasm).

Computer's gonna be broke for some time still,
I hope it can be fixed soon.
Or I'll feel bad because my _______ will be waiting for me to do something for him. :/
Sports day will be coming too.

And I think I'll have to take part this year too. :/
I just hope that I'll win at least a medal for this year's sports day too.
And maybe one during the cross country.
Let the trophy/medal cupboard be filled up!

Don't comment on this long post,
I'm trying to cheer myself up.
So keep your comments to yourself,
IF! They are going to be some crap.
Though usually I don't mind crap,
But today I just don't entertain it. :S

So yeah. I know I don't really make sense but,
Shit ass. So be it.
My mood just don't permit me to be lively and type any happy-go-lucky stuff.
Tsk.
I think I should end the post, so yeah, bye peeps.
Please hang on till next year.
I hope we'll still be in one piece.


So what am I left with?
Broken shards from my memory.
So how am I feeling?
Perplexed,but there's nobody there to help me.
So how is it going?
Tough,nobody's there to hold me.

So how are you dealing?
Grabbing hold of drifting wood that passes me.
So how is the relationship going?
My mother,is being all bitchy.
So how is it ending?
Needless to say, a unhappy ending.

You can take my life away now,
Just for a while,
I don't really care;