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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
What more?

It just goes to show how much he mattered to you.
I've never seen you cry for us,
But just because he returned late, you cried.
I'm thinking, is it really worth the waiting for?

I guess it doesn't really matter to you,huh?
Your indifference towards us.
And the 'passion' towards him.
Can you see that vast difference?

No, I guess you don't.
What is it about him,
That made you act like this?
& No, I don't believe in that love crap,
You will still have a little rationale despite all these.

Is he going to be the one that's going to provide for you in the future?
No, he isn't.
Then why is it,
That you're trying to live in this denial?

& dragging us all down into this,
Sinking in deeper and deeper.
Do you know how if feels,
To have someone you love betray you?

Do you know the thoughts and struggles,
The pain and the fear?
Just because of your selfish actions,
Caused us all these we have to endure?

Don't bother explaining,
I know what you're got to say.
To defend you own sanity as well as his,
Hah, what more can I say?

You're the one who gives me the money,
So I guess I'll have to accept your actions, reluctantly.
& congrats on succeeding, you managed to brainwash your son.
He's ignorant and unaware of our family history,
So I guess, I guess.
It's to your advantage, and also to the rest.

How long is this going to last?
How long, how long more.
When will you give me an exact answer to this question,
I seriously wonder.

Face-me-and-look-away,
Face-me-and-glare.
Face-me-and-give-me-that-look.
What more, what more can I say?

In the middle of the night,
I guess you can't hear that plea since you're fighting, again.