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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.

Profile Hi. I am a tired human being.

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Affiliates we're going on a journey CEE. JEZ. JIA LING. LW. YUKA.

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Coping by learning,
To wear a mask,
& live through those lies.

Act,
Like a spy.
Never letting your guards off.

Listening,
To the words,
That come out from their mouth.

Penning it down,
Over-whelming,
Stomach it,
Accept it.

Tears,
Only drop,
When you're all alone,
In the dark.

Cos' you know,
You're alone in it,
Scars and wounds,
Hidden underneath.

Picked these up,
Along the years.
You know you have to,
Control those fears.

Losing trust in em,
And also,
In others.

You know you only,
can trust yourself.
Nobody to lean on,
It's just yourself.

Master those techniques,
What seems despicable to eyes,
Cos' you know you'll need em,
Yes, to survive.

So, so what.
It doesn't give you a reason to judge me.
It wasn't easy, damnit, stop assuming.
It hurts, but learning to hide it,
And put on a smile, a facade,
Was what all these made me do.
I still can't open up,
Maybe time will do the trick.
So, so what?
Stop fucking judging me,
You're thinking in the wrong way,
Cos' hell yeah, Sad to say,
YOU DON'T KNOW ME,
So don't act like you do.

Okay shit, I wasn't suppose to do this.
PEEPS, THE MSG IS DOWN DOWN THERE.
I'm sorry you had to read this,
MOVING ON. (-:
(so pls move on to the right post). xD