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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Change of plan.

God.
Changed blogskin again.
Found the previous one too bright for my liking.
The new one's MUCHMUCH more better.

Anyways, went to my great-grandma's funeral today.
It ended an hour later then expected.
& I didn't take lunch + breakfast cos' they don't have enough food.
Actually, thinking about it, at least 70 ppl were there? So I guess it's normal.

Anyways,
The unexpected funeral totally disrupted my studying plans.
It ALSO disrupted my breakfast plan.
So now I have to go on craving for my mcdonald's hotcakes till sat.
Great huh.

I suddenly feel flattered.
My mum actually thinks that I'm a genius.
Like I can get As' without studying.
What a great mum she is huh?
Scolded me for being angry cos' it totally ended late and I don't fugging want to have lunch with her,
JUST BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO STUDY.

I really wonder sometimes how my mum work.
She says that I should change my attitude cos' I have 8 hours to study.
-counts fingers-
Minus away the break times to absorb stuff,
& the time for eating,
WALA, 6 hours for 4 subjects.

I think she'll fail her maths if she went to school.
Seriously, she thinks that school is all fun and lala.
I think it's time for her to keep up to date.
Time to let her know that there's something called classroom politics,
Time to let her know how competitive it is in school.
She seems to be stuck in the 'oh-it's-kampung-school-lala!' days.
SERIOUSLY.

Recently, she's been getting on my nerves.
Contradicting herself non-stop and REFUSING.
REFUSING to take action to stop spoiling my younger brother.
Seriously, she tells me to do stuff that she, as the mum, should be doing.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the mum instead.

Oh, and don't give me bull crap about how I lack fillial piety for talking about the funeral like that.
Just so you know, I only came to know about the existence of my great0granma this year,
I didn't even talk to her,
So you can't expect me to get oh-so-emotional.
& this is just a chip off the block of my family situation.

THAT'S THE REASON WHY I ABHOR PPL WHO THINKS THAT IT'S SO EASY LIVING IN MY HOME.
Yes, I'm fucking refering to someone.
Recently I'm really disgusted by her.
You think you're having it tough?
Try living my life. Trust me, try living other people's life,
It'll fucking change your mentality and you'll probably mature by a teeny weeny bit.

Anyways, going off to study now, bye.