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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Ego much?

I don't get it, I seriously don't.
How can someone be THAT egoistic?
& no, not in a way that I can accept.
It's obvious that he/she isn't kidding.

I mean, I know some egoistic people.
Quite a few in fact.
But they actually have what it takes to be ego.
MOST of them.

Like one of my guy friends,
He goes around saying that he's handsome.
& you got to admit, he's abve average.
So that, is understandable.
(though now I rarely talk to him cos he's getting worse).

But when someone who's not all that awesome talks about how awesome she or he is,
It's a major turnoff.
I don't even think that they'll be f--ked & yet they're going "I'm dead awesome.", equating to, "I'm sexy, you know?". Like hell yeah. If I'm a hot guy/girl, I won't want to f--k you. I don't even want to take a look at you.
In anycase, not having an ego irritates me to no end too.

I mean, if someone insults you like crap,
You can tolerate it, but one day, make it known.
Don't just hold it in & accept it.

Especially when you know it ain't true.
Especially when you know that there ARE people who think that you are beautiful.
You don't need to be judged by superficial eyes, you don't.
What do they really know about you anyway?
Nothing.

They are just judging you because they're blinded by their own egoistic thoughts.
I know you're not happy with it, I'm even pissed by what they tell you.
So you know what, I'm behind you if you finally decide to speak up, fighting!

Or another case,
Telling me how worthless you are.
You know what? APPRECIATE YOUR F--KING LIFE.
If I can, I'll very much have YOUR life.
So stop complaining to me, cos when you say "Nobody cares",
I know that you just want me to say the same thing to you again.

Saying "Oh, of cos ppl care. Your parents care.", blahblah.
Hell, if you think you're worthless, do something to prove that you're not.
If you think you're pathetic, then stop whining & try to be strong.
If you think that nobody cares, stop living in denial & open your eyes,
FIND THE FREAKING REASON WHY YOU'VE BEEN REJECTED.

In other words, it's caused by you, you & yourself.
It's stupid to say that you're worthless & that nobody cares when you know there ARE ppl who care.
Srsly, continue saying that, continue emo-ing.
& when the day comes when nobody really cares for you anymore,
Then you'll have something real to emo about.

Stop saying "It's so difficult.",
Cos you know what? There're even tougher stuff ahead of you.
So get yourself out of that shit mess & continue moving forward.
Nobody would care about you when you don't care about yourself.
Nobody would find you worthless unless you think so yourself.
So SNAP OUT OF IT, F--K.

Ok, finish ranting. It felt good. >D
Back to reading then. JAA.