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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Rant, yet again.

Ok, so here's the rant.
Tution.
I'll try to keep this rant short.
WHEN IT'S IT ITALIC, IT'S STATING THAT I'M PISSED.

Basically, mum came home asking about the search for tution teachers.
So I repeated myself again about the progress, which isn't really going well.

She obviously hasn't been paying attention to anything I said about the search for tution teachers. I've been updating her weekly, & she's still asking me about the progress.

So why isn't it going smooth?
Basically, Rachael was suppose to go with me for this tution.
But just after I confirm everything, her mum told her that this teacher only conduct classes during the hols.
So okay, I was initially fine with that.
But next, the price of the tution changed too, and I have no idea how to get to that location.
So I had no choice but to look for another tutor.

So after that, I told my mum that I'm already looking for a tutor,
& it is NOT my fault that there was a change in plans.

& then she started going " Since Oct, you've been looking for a teacher, until now, you still can't find".

Okay, so now what?
Are you oblivious to my efforts to try and find a tution teacher?
& not like things always goes the way I want it.
HELLO? You think I'm god or something?

So anyways, she could obviously sense that I'm getting annoyed.
& she tried to change the topic.
Asking " so how's looking for the new tutor going?"

AGAIN, I said, I've been updating her, & now it comes down to this. Shows that she wasn't listening to me at all.

& so I told her the options that I have.
The next thing I know, she was annoyed and was almost yelling at me,
Saying that I should ring up the teachers myself instead of asking my friends.
& I explained to her that we are all busy with work, it's not like I can help it.
& then she went "Is it THAT~ hard to do so?!"

Oh great, look, my Os' just ended, you want me to look for a frigging tutor myself, you want me to score in my Os', you want me to do the household work for you, you want me to look for a tutor for your son. Am I a superwoman or what? & what, I'm acting like the mum instead.

& then she suggested to go to mavis,
Or back to my previous sec2 tutor.

Again, it shows that she wasn't even listening, just being critical.
Cos I told her that I can't absorb any info taught by the previous tutor,
& I can't go to Mavis cos they're too far in progress.
I feel like I'm talking to a frigging wall.

Then, she stomped out the room,
After saying, "don't say I've never looked for a tutor for you".

It's like, wtf. I'm looking for my own tutors. & please, I have limited resources. I am not an adult, I have limited network and of cos, as a student, I have limited time. I'm not saying that adults have more time but, it's her responsibility as a mum to look for a tutor for me. Not mine! & now she's even claiming credits for my efforts, srsly.

& for the last part of my rant,

[LW] says:
ugh
then ur bro leh?

♥ belladonna-; says:
My brother ah. Damn a lot of tution, close to house, she tell him that if he can't cope, must tell her, she'll look for new teacher = i look = that's why i ask for mavis schedule.

[LW] says:
wtf.
ur bro HAVENT EVEN STARTED SECONDARY
AND U ARE TAKING OLVL NEXT YR LAH WTF

This basically sums up the last part.
& she tells me that she's being fair.
Funny, I don't recall anyone doing all that work for me when I was in P6.
Just goes to show that gender discrimination exists,
& how ppl who contradicts themselves irritates me off to no end.
FUCK.