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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Rant.

For the 3rd time, I honestly believe that my mum'a a B----.
Right. So the first time was the tution incident.
& I was ok until today she talked about it again.
Let's see. She raised her voice at me.

So I raised my voice also.
And I told her to stop raising your voice at me whenever we talk about tution.
It doesn't seem to occur to her that she's the parent,
She should do the tution hunting for me instead of me looking for it myself.

& then, secondly, she talked about this upgrading the com speed thingy.
So last month I received a letter about upgrading the com and stuff due to a gov policy.
Like, upgrade now or you'll have to pay later.
& she told me to upgrade it on the net. So I said ok.
But the thing is, she insisted that she handed me a letter.

Right, she did pass me the letter, but I left it in her room, on top of her bed.
So after all this while, she finally mentioned it today.
Okay, so now that she has mentioned it. I realised that the letter is missing.
And therefore, I cannot register, and I cannot do anything.
And so, she insisted that I was the asshole who didn't want to help her register.

Obviously I'll think that she's a biatche here.
Cos' she's asking me to do something for her during my intensive period of revision for chi,
Whereby I have to revise for chi with that much homework,
& If i'm not wrong, revise for EOY = I've never really used the com.

So if she's asking me to do something for her,
Shouldn't she remind me earlier?!
& now she's blaming me for it.
SRSLY. WHO THE FUCK'S SUPPOSE TO DO THIS?!
Ok great. I agreed to help, but shouldn't you, the all so awesome parent, remind me if you really don't want to pay for something?
& If you cared that much, I'm sure that you'll have noticed that I've not been updating you about it and something is wrong.

PUH-LEASE. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH A LIFE.
& best of all. She's saying that I'm always like that.
Well, isn't she always like that too?
Always pushing the responsibility of a mum to me?

All I can say is, it's in the genes man, it's in the dna.
I can't help it, you made me that way, & now you're blaming me for it.
At the very least, I make the effort to do stuff that i'm not even responsible for, talk about being a responsible mum, hah.

Yes, I know I've been ranting alot recently.
All I can say is, my life ain't smooth sailing.