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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
3in1 post.

Though it's late,
HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE! & MERRY X'MAS!
I'm sorry, I just wasn't in the mood to update.

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You know, I can't remember my new yr resolutions for the yr 2009.
It's slowly getting to me.
I'm finally sec4, & this is the year that I've been waiting for.
But it's weird, cos it scares me, & somehow, makes me feel sad.

The road ahead is full of uncertainty,
It makes one insecure.
Can I make the most out of this new yr?
I'm still wondering.

Life isn't perfect, we all know that.
But when it comes to certain matters,
You just forcefully want it to be.
& because it's hard, it makes you want to cry.

Cry for the moments you're unsure of.
Cry for the moments you've regretted.
Cry for the moments of pain and shame.
Cry for the moments when you're paranoid.

But in a corner of my heart, I'm sure,
That there's a little voice calling out to me,
Waiting for me to keep my promises.

"Go for it."

It's crisp and clear.
This sound, it resonates in my heart.
So, stick to your new yr resolutions, it hints.
Stick to em.

& I know, I surely will try to.

NEW YR'S RESOLUTION:

1) 4A1s and 2A2s for O lvls!
2) Complete my cosplay plans!
3) Try to curb that vulgur attitude.
4) KIT with everyone even after the yr ends.
5) Learn Bass after O lvls.

We'll see how it goes, slowly, surely, we'll all make it.
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Okay, I've come to a conclusion finally.
I'm seijiro-'s fangirl. (for a female cosplayer).
& for musicians? I'll still stick to GACKT-sama.

& the pattern of me being semi-high/high is as follows:

1) Coke/ Jolly shandy must be present
2) I'll LMAO non-stop.
3) I'll hit you.
4) I'll swear and turn really vulgur.
5) I'll hug you without thinking.
6) I'll smack you multiple times, like srsly, combo.
7) I'll totally talk about any subject with you, and the word fuck flies out in almost every single sentence.

So there you have it.
My semi-high/high self.
See if you can take it.
It's totally different from the angry/tired/normal me.
& obviously, ppl facepalmed loads of times when they see me like that.
HAH.