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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Coming thus far.

It's about 3 weeks or a month to the release of our results.
I've been thinking about things last night when I realised it.

Honestly speaking,
Though we want to keep in touch,
I'm wondering how many of us really will?
How many of us, will stick to our 'promises'?

This scenerio comes to my head.
(Well of cos it's imagined).
Caged frogs getting released into the wild.
Scientists were trying to see if the frogs can evolve to get use to the killer fungus (chytrid).
At first the pampered frogs refuse to budge,
They cuddled together.
They're afraid.

Then one of the frogs sniffed the air from outside.
It moved towards the outer world.
The rest of the frogs, encouraged, moved out too.
Once outside, the frogs moved freely.
They hopped around, at first in groups.
The scientists put tags on them.
The frogs were found to be close to each other for months.
But to their surprise, they started to move further away from each other, each migrating in its' own preferred directions.
Some died, killed by chytrid, some survived, but they moved so far from its original location, so far from its own frog friends, they evolved into a totally different species.

Ok, let's go back to reality.
Imagine if we're the frogs, chytrid is the temptations of the world and the scientists, our conscious.
Get where I'm heading to?
I've had this experience. Friends who promised to stay in touch.
We actually did, but lost it after 2 years when they found new friends and moved into different directions.
We still talk- of cos' we do. But the fact is we all know that we've changed and some of us refuse to communicate with the rest of the group.
They completely shut the rest out.

All I can ask is,
Are you going to evolve?
I'm gonna stay as the person I am.
I'm gonna make the effort to talk to you.
But if you're gonna shut me out, then sorry, I'm giving up on you.
I'll stick to my promises, but will you?

Let's see how I'm suppose to stay in touch with you ppl.
I'm suppose to meet lw every month, at least once.
Jez and crys, I'm suppose to tweet them every day and spam the life out of them.
& of cos, Jez is my freaking shopping friend and crys' my teebud(hur).
Rach, I'm gonna text her everyday.
Rakel? I don't know. I'm gonna text her and kick her ass when she replies late.
Shan, she's my movie husband. (speaking of which she owes me a ring).
Yuka, I'm going to school with her every mornin' (i'm determined to go NP). D<
Once in a while, we're gonna have a group outing, maybe picnics or sleepovers, we'll see how it goes.

Coming thus far,
All I can say is,
Life goes on, but the friendship shan't fall.
I'll walk the path with you, if you allow me to.