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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Optimism.

So posting results were out.
After I've cringed and tried to get myself into liking international business in NP, they decided that they didn't want me in it even though I've met the COP.
To this unexpected results, I'm not filled with shock.
Rather, I'm pissed.

I've tried to get in through dpa, NP rejected me.
That, I get.
But even after I've got my results and can actually make the cut?
I'm STILL rejected.
It adds on to the fire to know ppl who got in got a 6.

In any case, I was posted to SP for international business.
I'm tired of convincing myself that such a course is stable.
Let's take a gamble- I'm going to go to visual communication in TP, if nothing goes wrong.
I know exactly where I want to head to after that course, compared to a business course.

If there's a god,
I'll take this as a chance from him and be optimistic about the situation.
Why, even my tarot readings (yes, say what you want) are saying the same.
I'll take this opportunity for what it's worth and make the most out of it.
Let's just go for it.

To everyone who got into their dream course, congratulations!
To everyone who haven't, all is not lost.
赛翁失马，焉知非福。
If there's a will, there's a way.
Ending with a cliche saying, when one door's closed, another opens.
Who knows? The other door may just be the perfect one for your life.
Don't despair- smile everyday, and see the beauty in every situation.

/Update: I just realized that I can apply for my first choice again too. So what the hell do I do now?