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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Don't know what to say.

School has been an emotional roller-coaster so far.
It has only been a month but I feel like I've been in poly for a year alr.
In any case, I'm just glad that my projects turned out to be rather well.
Or maybe it's just because I can get along with almost everyone in class.

School has been a mixture of anger, angst, happiness and confusion.
I really don't know how to sum it up,
Since it feels like an entire year have passed by already.
Ask me anything, and I'll try and answer.

I don't know how to calm both sides sometimes.
I've good friends, but they all lack good communication with one another.
It's a bit like tag-o-war.
One side tells me to stop hanging out with the other.
But honestly, I just need some time to figure out what I really want.

If both sides confide in me,
I can't just throw them away.
It's like abandoning a lost lamb.
It's cruel. It's just not what I want in a friendship.

Through it all,
I'm weary.
But somehow I feel like I need to carry on.
I don't want to give up on either side, because I believe that it'll work out eventually.

And another problem.
Gnawing annoyance growing increasingly.
I need to have better tolerance towards whiny people.
I really do.
It makes me irritable, why?

Yesterday I had a dream.
In a sea of flowers.
The sky was orange, tints of blue.
I thought I saw your sadness.
As I hurried over, you flashed a smile.
So sad I couldn't bear.
I gave you a dafodil I pulled out of my pocket,
My dress flitter-fluttered.
In that instance you disappeared,
Turned into a firefly.
You flew towards the clouds above,
Lost, I said goodbye.