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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
sacrifices

It's been quite a while.
The last time I checked with myself,
I was free.

Suddenly, I have so many commitments at hand.
I do like these commitments,
But I had to let go of one other chance.
This troubles me, deeply.

I'm never one to give up easily,
And I'm a greedy person.
I'm ambitious, so I constantly want more.
If possible, I'll always try my best to manage my time and do as much as possible.
I'm probably turning into a workaholic.

"Only you know whether it's worth it sacrificing".


But what if I don't?
I don't know what I'm giving up (except for that chance).
It scares me.

I'm trying desperately to stay in touch with my old friends.
But somehow, I just crave for more work, because I'm ambitious.
What am I sacrificing?
If you say it's life, I beg to differ.
Because I'm getting so much out of my commitments.
So much, yet so little.