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"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice, Alice In Wonderland.
Promise me.
{ Sunday, August 5, 2012
3:04 AM }
I want to learn to walk beside you.
But first I must learn to walk with myself.
I am an irony.
I don't understand myself, but I hope I'll understand you.
Of all the places we will go,
I must first go to my heart.
Will you please follow me, no matter how much it takes?
For I fear loneliness,
I've been living in it for far too long.
But I'm afraid to leave it as well.
Promise me you'll drag me out,
Even if I plead and shout.
Even if I bleed.
Even if I cry.
Promise me, bring
me out.
I want to defy all that I've known.
But, I need some help.
Will you be the first person to offer me this help I need?
If you were to walk away,
If.
Then do so now.
Before I sink too far and trust too much.
If you were to walk away,
Warn me.
So that I will take it as it is.
And not lose myself in hope.
I want to learn to live with myself,
Before I can learn to live with us.
So tell me, is that a yes?